Saturday, November 27, 20101:44 AM
Finally bought my new Starbucks tumbler. Comes in that pretty red Starbucks bag, and look! My tumbler has a snowman inside. SO CUTE RIGHT <3
(1) Shopping w Belle
(2) Suntanning w YC & whoever who wanna suntan!
(3) Sentosa picnic w LQ & whoever who wanna eat and suntan!
(4) Watching all my movies and shows
(5) Sleeping
(6) Packing my room (this sucks it shld nt be counted under things that I'm looking forward to but no choice I'll have to do it my room is like a freaking warzone now)
(7) Packing my wardrobe (on the other hand this is good cos despite it being somewhat a chore, it also means that I CAN BUY NEW CLOTHES :D)
(8) Xmas party planning w YC
(9) Baking!
CANT FREAKING WAIT!!
Friday, November 19, 20108:27 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 20101:50 AM
Study marathon for 13hours at Starbucks today (Y). Today's a good day. Productive and and and the best thing was... THE BOYS CAME TO FIND US AFT BOOKING OUT! :DDD I feel so happy when they are all around, accompanying me and YC when we study even though they didnt need to + sweets from Wallaby. It's like they're giving us moral support, which gives me the motivation to carry on studying! :D
I think I'm a very lucky girl, and I lead a blessed life. People are always grousing about how hard it is to find true friends, but I have so many many:) I seemed to meet some at every stage of my life. From pri school, I have YC, JM, WS, J & E with me. From sec school, I have S&J. In JC, I met M. And then there's C, whom I first met briefly in primary school but grew closer in sec sch and even tighter in JC. I know that these are the friends that have and will continue to stand by me no matter what I do, whenever and wherever. To my dearest friends who are reading this: thank you so much for standing by me always, I love you guys so very very much! <3 <3
Monday, November 15, 20101:31 AM
So today I made my first trip to the airport for studying ever since the last time we went last year. In theatre studies, I learn that places have memories and this cant be more true. The long long bus ride from Sembawang, Burger King and then Candy Empire after that. Oh well. It's time to erase old memories with new, even if new memories hold a different meaning from the old.
Thursday, November 11, 20109:18 PM
After almost a week of labouring over theatre studies fieldwork (and japanese studies project at the same time), some last minute panicking, here's the final copy of my set design! This makes me want to go back and pick up art. I'm finally done with assignments for this sem, and today's essentially the last day of school for this sem! Cant wait for exams to be over and done with, and then it's playtime!
Mad excited for Xmas!
So today we were singing xmas songs and Blue's Clues in the Deck. Ignore the stupid images. They ruined the nice nice mailtime song :(
Tuesday, November 09, 20107:24 PM
I feel so stupid in NUS. I mean, I know that I'm not exactly a very smart person. But I know that I'm not a stupid person either. Yet, I feel like such an idiot in NUS, seeing how everyone around me seem to be able to cope with school work + study very well :( How come people can go club almost twice every week and do well in school, but I who stay at home cant? :( Pray, tell me how am I going to survive for another 3 more years?
Sunday, November 07, 20101:08 AM
Saturday, November 06, 20109:31 PM
...I'm eager to find love.
Why is it that even the prettiest, nicest, most out going people can't find love? Or don't have it? I'm still baffled to this day why the last boyfriend I had was 2 years ago. It kills me to know that there are people right now so happy and in love with their significant other and I have no one. I'm alone and I hate it. I just want to be someone's something, is that too much to ask for? I'm tired of being just the friend you talk to about your 'girl problems', and I'm tired of being just good friends. I want to show someone the love I have weld up inside of me and to make someone feel happy and the receive the same. Guys these days it seems just want someone because they don't want to be alone, not because there are any feelings involved and that's not what I want. I just want someone to fall in love with who I am, as I am. I just want to share my love with someone special and have someone I can think of before I go to sleep and wake up knowing things haven't changed.
So for whoever you are, I want you to like me of your own accord. Not because I drop hints or dye my hair to suit your favor. Not because your friends tell you to or try to talk me up to you. Not because I wear the clothes I know you like and not because I make excuses to text you every day. Not because I’ve always been around and not because it seems like the nice or right thing to do. I want you to like me because you do.
I don’t want to chase you like everyone else I’ve had around just to be knocked back down. I want you to like me for me. And if that means you never will, and that I need to sit around and work on burying these feelings deep enough that I eventually forget about them and give up. I will. I guess I'd rather be alone than have you, whoever you are, here just so neither of us had to fall asleep alone at night. I just want real, true love.
But one thing I learned from love and from craving it is, if you don't expect it from anyone then you'll never be disappointed.
-Taylor
(via Le Love, 2nd Nov 2010)
Thursday, November 04, 20108:16 PM
Here's the scenario:
(1) To minor or not to minor
(2) To try for the fieldwork module in Bangkok or not
It's really complicated. In order to try for the fieldwork module I'll have to:
(2A) pay extra sem + overseas cost
(2B) give up on possible Japan trip
(2C) might miss arts camp
(2D) take Thai next sem
Point (2D) further affects 2 other things:
(2D-1) Possibility of S/U-ing it next sem, which means that I'll have a lack of S/Us for my remaining GEM and breadth mods
(2D-2) Give up on doing psych next sem
Then again, point (2D-2) is affected by:
(1) To minor or not to minor. Because if I minor I'll have only one spare UE and that was originally planned for psych
In return, point (1) is affected by:
(1A) The fact that mac CANNOT support GIS
(1B) GIS's really boring!
(1C) Lots of people told me that geog majors shld minor in GIS!
However, it all boils down to point (2), whose pulling factors include:
(2a) It's worth 8MCs. This means doing only 4 mods for the next 2 sems!
(2b) What is studying geog w/o doing fieldtrip?
(2c) It's in Bangkok. HELLO GOOD FOOD N SHOPPING!
BUT. the push factor for point (2) lies in the fact that:
(2-a) There are only 40 places for this fieldwork module
So you see, I'm a very confused girl right now. What should I do??
Tuesday, November 02, 20109:18 PM
Monday, November 01, 20101:51 AM
Met up with the class clique after not meeting up for so long. The last time we met was when Fyn was back in Singapore in April/May! Meant to met up at 7pm, but I was still stuck in school at that time. So I went down to Holland V to meet S and travel down to town to meet the guys. Guess they were too eager to drink/lazy to travel, so instead of drinking at Crazy Elephant as planned, we went to Alleybar. Played "I Never" and found out stuff that I never knew. S-C-A-N-D-A-L-O-U-S!!