Sunday, January 30, 201111:14 PM
So my cousin's getting married in March. To a thai girl who's one year older than me. I know, like WHAT?!?! That's like me getting married next year. So if one day next year, I invite you to my wedding, please dont get a shock cos it's happening in my family right now.
Thursday, January 20, 201112:23 AM
The thing about expectations and hopes is that the more you expect and the more you hope, the greater you fall and the bigger the disappointment. Thus, here therefore comes the dilemma: to hope (and by an optimist) or not to hope (and be a pessimist). It's time I learn not to let such little things rock my boat, yet deep down inside you keep thinking and wondering and in the end you just fall flat on your face.
Friday, January 14, 201111:56 PM
MOONBOWS A moonbow (also known as a lunar rainbow, lunar bow or white rainbow) is a rainbow produced by light reflected off the surface of the moon rather than from direct sunlight. Moonbows are relatively faint, due to the smaller amount of light reflected from the surface of the moon. They are always in the opposite part of the sky from the moon.
Yesterday, I was on board on bus 96 on my way to school. As the bus was trundling past SDE, I turned my head towards the back of the bus momentarily. I have no idea what gave me the urge to do so, but I did it anyway. My heart faltered for that moment. I saw Ping Kee. Or rather his face. I saw his smile, that smile of his. That guy, sitting at the back in the black t-shirt. I turned back again. Guy in the black t-shirt was still there, but Ping Kee was gone.
That day that Ping Kee past away. I can still rmb it. I was on bus 96 on my way to school on a monday. The bus was going past SDE. I was scrolling through my fb on my bb when I saw the announcement. It's been about 4 and a half months. Occasionally, I'll visit his facebook profile page, reading the stuff that others wrote. Looking at his photo and wondering how on earth did such misfortune befallen upon my senior. It's shocking. Sometimes just before I sleep, I think about my last look at him. I dont know what prompted my sudden glimpse of him yesterday, but these are the stuff that makes me hate growing up. Shit happens, but our lives still have to go on. It's not the dead that suffers, but the living that does.
Wednesday, January 12, 201112:29 AM
Why was it a trigger? It should never have been one.
A story of the past
Flashbacks that cant be erased
Stuck in the recess of the mind
It comes pounding back again
A wish, a longing
A want, a hope
A dream that never could
Music that dance in the night
Violin notes moaning in its flight
Heartstrings tugging
Feelings crying
Cant you see the stars tonight?
Sunday, January 09, 20114:02 PM
This to all my single girlfriends out there. I hereby present to you: The Appletree Theory.
School's starting tomorrow and I'm miserable. There still so many things that I have yet to do this holiday:
(1) Baking(2) Ice skating(3) Movie. I cant believe I haven watch a single movie this holiday.(4) Science Center(5) Seafood buffet. YC&JM: What happened to my seafood buffet tt we talked about at the end of sec4 huh huh huh.(6) Buying more books
Ok I cant think of anymore BUT OH MAN I STILL FEEL AS THO I HAVEN DONE SO MUCH STUFF.
I dread going back to school. School =(1) Setting alarm clocks 2hours earlier(2) Snoozing ALL my alarm clocks(3) Possibly sleeping through them as well(4) Minimum 1hr travelling time to school (5) Squeezing with rush-hour crowds in the morning(6) And squeezing with them again at night(7) Oversleeping my stop in the train(8) Attempting to do my readings in the train journeys to school and then falling asleep in the end(9) Balancing my laptop on my hip while trying to not fall down in the train(10) Having my lectures/tutorials during lunch time and forgoing my lunch in the end(11) Re-reading the same sentence in my readings 4x and yet not understanding anything
Hahahaha I realised that the main grouch that made me dread school = SLEEP. ahahahaha
Friday, January 07, 20112:14 PM
IFG Girls!Team Arts Floorball girls: We like it on the Floor. 28 December 2010
One thing I don't really get it. How come Arts girls seemed to be all so good looking (minus me hahaha)? See my OG. and then now see the IFG girls. I'm really quite glad I got the chance to play in IFG last sem and met these fun people. How great would it be if we could all play as a team once again next year (with the exception of Adilah, who's graduating)!
I'm in the midst of my bidding for my mods, and this time round, the bidding's driving me crazy. I thought it would get better once we got past the initial fright of bidding last sem, but myohmy. Bidding's driving me insane. Never knew that I could & would actually stress about school even before school starts. And then after that I'll stress about balloting for my tutorials, and then get stressed about going for mods alone and then get stressed about readings, schoolwork, CAP, and the list is endless. Sometimes it makes me wish that I arent in NUS, but I need to count my blessings so I really should shut up on all my complains now. I seem to be rambling a lot lately.
Thursday, January 06, 201111:58 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY & 二姨!49 & 54 19 December 2010
The cakes before decoration
Deco for mummy's cake
Deco for 二姨's cake
End products!
As usual, Iden insists on blowing the candles (while dripping saliva all over in the process of doing so)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Before leaving for Mersing, I sorta bluff mummy that I'll be coming home late on the 19th. In actual fact I was back in Singapore by 11+, with no where to go: Cant go home cos mummy's at home, cant go grandma house cos 二姨 was at home. Happy birthday mummy & 二姨!
Sunday, January 02, 201111:19 PM
LAZY COMFY MERSING:) LQ+JX17 - 19 December 2010
Bus tickets
Look how big the waves are!
Mosquito heaven but pretty pretty place!
My first post of the New Year:) HAPPY 2011 GUYS!
This year I aim to be:(1) More punctual(2) Be steady with my school work(3) Stop shopping impulsively, and lastly(4) Think before I talk(5) Stop drinking (that much)(6) BE NICER TO PEOPLE AND STOP GIVING ATTITUDE
In 2010, I:(1) Slacked the first half of the year(2) Went overseas with my friends twice!(3) Worked as temp for my mum doing real accounting work, which drove me crazy balancing the account sheets. (4) Missed my flight to Taiwan, flew there alone and navigated my way to the hotel at XMT by myself(5) Got into the uni course that I have been my secret wish since sec4. Didnt really reveal about it cos I was afraid that I'll jinx it, but Im glad I got my dream in the end:)(6) Went for uni camps and made some really awesome friends(7) Started school and struggled, but thank god that M was always there for me(8) Clubbed and drinked. BAD.(9) Felt myself changing. BAD.(10) Went for 4 theatre productions - Breakout, Someday Samsara, Blackbird, Cinderel-lah
2010 was pretty much a trying year for me, but i'm glad I got through it:) Let's all put 2010 behind us and look forward to 2011. We hold in our hands the choice to make our destiny even better and so that's what we shall all do:)
