Wednesday, March 30, 20111:38 AM
It gets very hard sometimes, especially when everybody around you are getting attached right, left and center. It's times like this that you think about the past and all the what-ifs and what-nots. What if you had met him that day like he asked you instead of staying with your friends at Sentosa? What if he had said yes? What not have you done? It gets tough especially when you're sad or stress and you just want somebody to be by your side, and all you can do is just brood about the alternate reality. You get yourself in this kind of a funk when your heart aches for something else other than loneliness. I guess it's a sense of relief, that you're actually normal and not the strange & weird little girl you thought yourself to be. It's also of acceptance that some things are just not meant to be (cliche, but true).
It's also about the struggle through the jumble of feelings, and the gradual understanding of what lies deep within everyone.
Sunday, March 27, 20111:52 PM
LISTS OF ALL LISTS
Things I need to save up money for:1. Arts Camp really cannot imagine the amount of money that will disappear during that 5days of nonsense2. Holidays - Bkk in May/July (hopefully) & Australia/Korea in December with the family!3. My camera's spare battery!4. Lion King play5. I want a pair of birkinstocks!6. A good pair of shades!!!7. New bikini HAHAHHAA
Things I want to do after exams:1. Sleeeeeeeep2. Sleep somemore3. Movie marathon4. Gym wow hahaha I cant believe I said this5. USS6. Figure out my camera!7. See doctor for my face O-M-GEEEEEEEE 8. Art n Craft!9. Windsurfing10. Work as an ice-cream girl!11. Do something to my room, maybe?12. Suntan!13. Clean up my itunes!14. rollerblading
15. sit at starbucks & chilllllll
16. draw :)
17. MINT MUSEUM OF TOYS!!
Food I want to eat after exams:1. Dimsum2. Goodwood Park Durian3. XLB buffet S, let's go eat after my exams ok! Promise! :) I know you've been saying it for so long already, I promise we will go eat after my exams are done and over with!4. Ippudo ramen5. Hatched 6. Ice cream, ice cream, ice cream7. Sushi buffet (Y)
Holiday destinations:1. Hawaii2. Las Vagas3. Bali4. Tioman Island5. Poland I want to visit the Auschwitz Nazi camp, even though the stories are so, so, so sad :(6. NYC7. Paris8. Vernice9. Taiwan I wont mind going Taiwan over and over and over again!!10. Japan11. Easter Island12. Rome Pompeii
Thursday, March 17, 20117:25 PM
Metal Tin BoxArt&Craft Session12th MARCH 2011
I know I have many other backlogged things to blog about (CNY, Eunice's birthday etc). But Im so proud of my little project so I'm going to blog about it now! See, that day I was out shopping w S, when I saw this metal tin box that the shop decorated, and it was soooo pretty!! Couldnt resist, so I got one too, so here's my attempt! It's still lacking something, but I'm going to perfect it after the exams! SO PRETTY RIGHT!! I'm going to justify buying it by declaring that: I AM GG TO USE IT TO STORE MY CONTACT LENS STUFF FOR TRAVELLING! YAY!
After exams, I'm going to:
(1) Fully learn how to use my Canon S90(2) Master photoshop(3) Clean up my itunes(4) Paint another mural in my room! (i think?)(5) Change the photos in the photoframe that's part of the mural on my wall now
Also, many many many things I wanna do, like become a ice-cream girl, but that will wait till I have fully brainstorm my list of things-to-look-forward-to-after-exams!
Thursday, March 10, 20111:48 AM
URGH ALL THIS THINKING IS DRIVING ME NUTS. Stop tugging at my heartstrings with all the little things you do. Dont want this eyecandy-ing business to turn into a crush (even though it's probably somewhere there already). It's totally not worth it at all, not worth it at all SO WOULD MY HEART JUST STFU.
JUST FOCUS ON SCHWORK WILL YOU, NG XIN JIE LYNETTE???
Saturday, March 05, 20112:49 PM
ELMO & FRIENDS: TRIP TO THE ZOOHAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQIN!5th JANUARY 2011
Ops. Guess I'm pretty slow with the uploading for the pictures. School has kept me real busy for the past few weeks. I'm finally done with my 3mtt + psych paper, all I have left is just 1mtt nxt friday and 1 proj for 2206. Feel such a sigh of relief, and even though I should be studying for my last mtt now, I cant help but just rot my saturday away. Alevel results were out yesterday, and exactly 1yr ago from today, I was sitting in the hall receiving my results! In fact now would have probably been about the time when I first set my eyes on my result slip. Quite glad I'm not in that place anymore, it's quite scary to think that one piece of cert could determine your future.
In any case, we decided to surprise LQ at the zoo for her birthday! This post is really, really belated though hahaha omg. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYYYY!! <3
